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foreverinmotion-winter stars |
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hey hey hey this will be my last post under token whit guy8~/
i changed names once again(sorry about it)
my new s/n is ocean_flyer
ans i promise i'll keep this 1 longer:)
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| WHA BAM!!! |
[19 Jul 2004|02:52pm] |
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muse-butterflies and hurricanes |
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now thats art :)
lol well i don't no what worst me playing with my food or pulling out a camera and takeing a picture of it 8~/
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| The Concept of Life |
[18 Jul 2004|10:24pm] |
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The concept of living
All I know…
The sequences and the
Chance to see the road wind behind me
As dreams build without a
Sense of direction
Growth through reflection has created me
On and on
On and on the road winds on
Are we traveling alone?
On and on On and on
Would anybody notice if I were gone???
But each day I grow stronger
And I'm standing tall
Time moves on
We heal from our injuries
The tree stands above me as far as the eyes can see
Your whole life will pass before your eyes
So let your heart beat
And grow until it dies
Live for the moment
Or they will pass you by
The concept of dying
The concept of dying
It changes from day to day
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| F O R E V E R I N M O T I O N |
[18 Jul 2004|12:10am] |
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ok ok i think im gonna do cross country next year then i really will be the token white guy;)
and i will add another person to the team which will make the team be large enough to start counting the ppl on 2 hands!
i dunno what it is no one like to 2 run i love it nothing i like to do more well thing and u'll no what that is. by the end of the season i'll have a black rep goin on and there be calling me mighty whitey o yes o yes...also im gonna do track i may not do too good there cuz well fuck y am i telling my self i wont do well.like i have never met anyone faster than me on the soccer field and i played prolly over 200 games O well. lol 1 game i had a challenge i remember it like yesterday they were the boca juniors and they where all black and like 5 foot tall i could look over all of them it was so funny(well i thought).but they still beat us 1-0 and knocked us out of state cup 03 owell im just typing to past the time. i think i want to do the 200m and 400m and maybe 100m.that should be fun i was reading at nikespeed.com that if u run bare foot then that helps build ur speed cuz ur developing ur muscles (with makes since i guess)so im goin to start to run for fun bare footed (what do i got to lose)
ok so i just now started to listen to my FOREVERINMOTION cd for the first time cuz at night i just get more out of it if that makes since? thats guys so cool brendan that man autographed the cd and wrote a thank u letter and plus like i order his real band blind luck music(foreverinmotion is a side project of his)and he gave me a extra demo and some blm stickers(o yes stickers) but any who his songs r really awesome i never listened to music that is so meaningful its crazy:-p port to starboard,keep it close,fault in the design,dreamscape of a romantic r like the best songs i have ever heard i mean if any of u listen to them u may not think much about them but to me there the most beautiful songs the lyrics and the way there sang is just mind blowing i mean if u really listen closely to the hole album it will change u in some way cuz i no it has changed me!!!
if any of u all r interested in listening to a couple songs i'll give u a site to d/l dreamscape of a romantic and port to starboard (trust me if u really listen to either of these songs there change u)
just give them a try!!!
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| O YES,O YES |
[17 Jul 2004|02:15pm] |
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todays been great im finally home from atlanta and i had alot of shit waiting for me. i finally got my blind luck music and foreverinmotion cds through the mail. also i got my gold nike mercurial vapors(cleats) im so excited.
i've lately been thinking about stuff like if i really want to be doing the stuff that im doing or will it be better just to start over.also thanks to a talk i had im goin to develop a fuck it attitude and not giva shit what ppl say or think about me. if they dont like me for who i am then fuck them i dont need that.im not goin to ask myself "what if" 5 years down the road.im goin to live for the moment and have as much fun as i can while i can cuz your not guaranteed tomorrow.
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[15 Jul 2004|11:41pm] |
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AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! (im just starting the post like that cuz last time i did everyone commented and i was thinking holy shit i didnt think i had that many friends)but im still super duper bored(super duper wtf was i thinking) last night i had to do a publix store set with my dad(thats where u restock the shelves of the hole store)we had to work from 11pm to 7am....hahaha but it was worth it cuz i was with my dads friend his name is bugs and his idea of fun is getting drunk and drive mo-peds,lol 1 time he drove 1 into a coke machine and he just left the bike there and said fuck it and went back to the place where he rented 1 and said a black guy stole it....lol also my dad yelled at the stores manager it was so funny he was like UR NOTHIN BUT A DUMB FUCKER and the guy was like WHAT! WHAT DID U CALL ME(by that time everyone was watching)(my dad-->)O U HEARD ME U DUMB FUCK!!! and he walked out...i was laughing my ass off thinking WOW.but now im back to boredom its funny how fast a :) can go to :(
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[13 Jul 2004|05:09pm] |
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AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! im so bored...scared...lonely i just feel like running as fast as i can to no where for one i just want to get away i hate it here so many hills and runing on hills suck in case u didnt know. i really truly think i can run 10 miles right now i feel so ahhh....like im chained up in this house all day and all night im so tired of doing nothing i forgot my soccer ball so i cant kick that around the house like i normally do when im in any house...and running in place doesn't do it for me i've done like 132 push-ups thinking my arms can take me to a place where my legs cant....i dunno im just weird i just feel locked up :(((
i think one of my biggest fears is being stuck somewhere not being able to move or breath...i think i got that fear like a year ago when everything i did everything i touched went wrong and nothing went right in my life i was sooo depressed it felt like quicksand...like everytime i moved,every time i did anything,every time i try to do right i would sink deeper and deeper until i couldn't move and was afaid to do anything because i knew it would go wrong...so i wouldn't try and it felt like every time someone needed something i would let them down and i would hate myself for it and blame myself even though sometimes i had nothing to do with anything...yea i was really depressed i can mask anything i feel inside and never let anyone know how i truly feel, i guess thats sorta bad and good...i dunno how it wore off i guess i just said to myself fuck it and i think i met a few new people i dunno o well
this prolly wont be the last one of these posts while im locked up here
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[12 Jul 2004|02:35pm] |
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the starting line...i dunno....tracks 1,2,3,8,10 |
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well i just got back from a place called portofino...yep it was at the beach (o yea my dad spent like $5000 in like a week...im like holy shit guy a holiday inn at the beach would have been a little more smarter cuz i mean shit we were a the pool and the beach the all day and only slept in it and with the lights off u cant tell if its the portofino or the holiday inn) well that what i think...cuz like he dont share the wealth either he's buying me a car but still he says he has no money but then goes to the beach for a week and spends $5000 and he also got done help buying half of a boat with my step-bro(he's 35 and lives in atlanta)just to clear that up. o yea also my dads gf with is 25....jk but yea i dis-like her very,very,very,fuckin very much for something i dont want to post.yea i think the gateway to hell is in her closet. yep i dis-like that nasty slut(sorry about that i really should censer myself) damn im passed bored im super bored...lol i brought up $17 but if i learned something from coming up here it's to always tell my dad i have no money and pocket all the change u get from shit he tells me to buy(cuz he's too lazy to stand in line)so right now i have $61 :)
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[03 Jul 2004|01:20am] |
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.fly by night.-long nights and memories |
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waiting for the day i can come alive
but for now i'll sleep all day and all night
update when i wake
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[02 Jul 2004|02:58pm] |
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foreverinmotion-all 2 songs i have:( |
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so i found out that im gonna be with my dad for 2 weeks:(
for the first week we're goin to some big ass resort in pensacola.on the info packet thingy it's says that i can dolphin cruise what ever the fuck that is but i'll prolly do it just for shits and giggles...i can aslo go driving that'll be pretty fun i guess...i can go parasailing that'll be be pretty cool...Surfing lessons can be arranged depending on the time of the year which i dunno how fun it'll be prolly cuz its not the right time of the year just cuz i wanna do it and also no fuckin waves...lol also the thing i wanna do most is wake boarding that'll be fuckin awesome( until i fall and bust my ass that may hurt a little i'll prolly be laughing at my self and i'll be like wow i fucked up bad that really hurts)
then for the second week i'll be really bored cuz i'll be at his big ass house that i get lost in.lol also my sleeping time thing gets all wacked out cuz i sleep during the day when he's not home and am awake all night it's weird:-/
i wish he had his lap top comp but he only has 1 in his room so i can't stay on it all night :-/
lol so i will do the old rent 10 movies and watch those for the week
im a dip shit
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[28 Jun 2004|08:00pm] |
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f o r e v e r i n m o t i o n-port to starboard |
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last day of drivers ed!!! im sooooooo fuckin happy...if i had to drive another day with (van) my driver instructor guy i would have prolly hurt him in some way,shape, or form.everyone know's i dont get pissed very easly i can take alot of shit but he put me over the edge...lol at the stop light near taco i was so close to just reaching over and slaming his head into the dashboard(the only thing that kept me from doing it was that i was picturing it in my mind and that was good enough)o yeah another thing that pissed me off was when i downloaded war all the time as my ringtone and all i got was a alto sax playing shit i didnt even recognize.
im going to be mighty,super,bored now until friday so if u wanna do anything give me a call on my cell 670-0944
(i hate when ppl do what i just did i dunno i think because they think there the center of attention, so that is the first and last time i will do that i dunno im weird)...and please if any of my stalkers read this please call me on the home phone and dont want to waste my minutes.im sure u no the number by now if not u should...thanks
haha also im goin to get my hair in dreads cuz when i was in cali it was too short and the only way im not going to get dreads is if i have to cut my hair for any reason.
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[26 Jun 2004|09:50pm] |
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i dunno lately i've been listening to alot of acoustic rock.i guess because the lyrics stand out more and the lyrics r what make the song.there r 2 bands that stand out o me and they r...
.fly by night.
http://www.purevolume.com/flybynightin
songs-
long nights and memories
carved names on bridge walls
and...
f o r e v e r i n m o t i o n
http://foreverinmotion.cjb.net/
http://www.purevolume.com/foreverinmotion
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dreamscape of a romantic
port to starboard
(i like forever in motion the best cuz the lyrics r awesome and plus that man is so greatful for the little success he has...well this is what i mean(straight from his site)...
thank you everyone soooo much for coming to my cd release show last night! it was such a fun time. i was right when i said that nervous energy would manifest itself into a great thing. i had an amazing time playing. i almost wanted cry, actually. me so mushy. thank you for buying my cd and to all of you who enjoyed it and had nice things to say about my music. it means the world to me. thank you zach, seth, and jon for learning my songs and playing with me. i love you guys. gary and domenica too, for everything.
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| if ur feeling like a pimp....whats the words again? |
[23 Jun 2004|09:33pm] |
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well at drivers ed the only good thing that happened was that i raced a truck at a stop light i also won woot woot...lol also when i got home i was driving the HOT ROD TAURAS and had linkin park's faint on(with the speakers blaring)and had the gangsta lean going on too i looked like a beach bum wiger it was great...i was also driving slow as shit just so everyone could see the HOT ROD!!!...lol also my mom was in the passenger seat and she was like wtf r u doing ur not black and i told yea thats what u think;)...lol yeah then when i was driving in the publix parking lot i had mm cowboy dan(loud as shit) with the windows rolled down and this mexican was starring at me and looked like he was going to shot me it was fun!!!!
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[22 Jun 2004|10:56pm] |
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i made this...tell me if u like it?
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| LAZERS v.s. SHOCKERS |
[21 Jun 2004|05:36pm] |
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thursday-autobiography of a nation |
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damnit last night i got a phone call from my coach and he said thats theres a whole new week of try outs cuz the fuckin shockers(south lakeland competitive soccer team) folded...and they did the same damn thing last year they folded and tried out for the lazers and we had 2 teams a A team and B team(which the A team was mostly made up of lazers and a few shockers)so that was ok but like a week later the fuckin pussy ass shockers unfolder and took some lazer players back down to hysa(where they play) with them.(fuckin bastards)...yea u can sorta tell i dont like them coming over to lsc(lakeland soccer club)cuz there was a huge ass rivalry between northside and southside(kinda like have white ppl in gangs but say they play soccer)....we also sorta have lazers v.s. shockers for high school soccer cuz u no theres a big rivalry between lake gibson and george jenkens(well prolly not cuz u most likly dont no soccer...o well im kinda giving u a course in it:) but most shocker play for jenkins and most lazers play for gibson.
http://www.lakelandsoccerclub.org/
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[20 Jun 2004|10:23pm] |
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today i went with my dad out looking at tibrons(he's so rich) i think he may buy i new 2004 tibron...for me.it wont be v6 gt but its all good i dont need it...i also went and saw dodgeball thats so so so funny...u gotta go c it and if u do i wanna come so please,please,please,fuckin please let me no so i can come
fuck four square...dodge ball's the shit
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[20 Jun 2004|08:50am] |
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yep i finaly change lj's cuz i was super bored at my grand parents house in clearwater...i want to be an olympic four square player that would be fuckin awesome!!!
(i no thats kinda random)
taiterizer is my old lj s/n if u want to go back further (i guess)
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